SaiRat FF Dangerous Game

Hii, here is the second update for today.

Part 32

Flashback

Year 2010

Virat was both, shocked and relieved to find Sai in his chawl house. No matter how much he wanted to shout at her for her carelessness, he just couldn't stay away from her in that moment. All anger, all anxiety, all tension forgotten, he just closed the distance between them and took her in a tight hug.

"I missed you...jaan...so much...so so much....I cant even tell you in words." Virat whispered while hugging her.

"And I craved for you like some thirsty person crave for water. I would have died if I hadn't come here." Sai sobbed in his arms, pulling him even closer, if possible. She just couldn't let go him. She wanted to stay like this forever.

Virat pulled apart but only to lean down and kiss her. Sai immediately put her arms around his neck and started responding him. Virat kept exploring her mouth with his tongue. He then placed kisses all over her neck and shoulders. He just couldn't get enough of her. He just wanted to have all of her this very instant and so did she. Sai started removing his shirt to feel up his body like it was an urgent necessity.

Virat picked Sai in his arms and put her on the bed. Sai opened her arms for him, calling him lovingly and he joined her. Both of them spent all day loving each other and sate the yen that was burning inside them since their separation.

Next day as their craving for each other settled down then only any other question registered in his mind. He asked his doubt from her.

"How you got inside here?" Virat asked.

"You said your heart lies in this place and I will always find the key to your heart." Sai replied, smiling at him.

She looked at him he too had a small smile on his face. She said further, "I remembered you kept the key of the lock under the plant pot outside." She told him the real answer.

"I was going mad without you." She said again as cupped his face in her palm. In answer, Virat kissed her hand.

They were lost in each others eyes when Virat was again faced with the reality of life as he got a call from Jagtap.

She guessed from his expressions that it was an important call. "You have to go for some urgent work, right?"

"Yes, aur ab tumhe bhi chalna chahiye. Kal se hostel se gayab ho. You are missing your classes. In fact, tumhe yaha is tarah aana hi nahi chahiye tha..." Virat came out from their little bubble and now he was back with hard hitting reality again.

"Phir se nahi, Virat. Please ye sab phir se shuru mat karo. Don't ask me to go back again." Sai requested.

"You know everything then why...." Virat again tried to make her understand.

"I have thought a lot about it. I know you are a gangster and your life is full of dangers and if you have a short life than I want you to spend each and every second of your life with me. And I am ready to accept you with all your shades, all your personalities." Sai said with finality.

"You know what, I have given up talking to you. There is only one way to find out whether you will be able to accept me fully or not." Virat said after thinking for a while.

"What?" Sai asked apprehensively.

"You have to come with me." Virat declared.

"But you were going for you work related issue. Main waha kya karungi?" Sai said, nervous at the thought of going with him to the waadi.

"Tum keh rahi thin a ki tumhe koi problem nahi hone wali, toh phir chalo. Ek na ek din toh ye sab tumhare saamne aana hi hai toh aaj hi kyu nahi?" Virat challenged her.

Sai knew if she backs out now then Virat's argument will prove right and he will send her back to the hostel. She didn't want to go back so she accepted.

Virat took her to the place Jagtap had informed him to come. Sai saw two men there held by Virat's men on gun point.

"Itne mahino dhundne ke baad jakar mile hain ye kamine. Hamare dar se city chhod kar bhaag gaye the lekin aaj wapas aaye toh hamare informers ne inki khabar de di." Jagtap informed.

"Ye log kaun hai?" Sai asked nervously.

"They are Shyam bhaiyya's killers. Shyam bhaiyya hamare gang ke bahut important member the." Virat informed.

"Sai, tum yaha kya kar rahi ho? I think tumhe is waqt yaha se chale jana chahiye." Jagtap suggested knowing full well that scene is going to turn ugly soon.

"Nahi, wo kahi nahi ja rahi. Dekhne do usko bhi how dirty our work is." Virat announced.

As Virat remembered Shyam's death and his family members, he found nothing short of rage rising inside him. Without wasting any second, he held the collar of one man and started beating him brutally.

"Virat, control yourself." Jagtap tried to stop him as he gestured towards Sai.

"Let her see...let her see the beast inside me. She is so confident that she can love me as I am. She must know what she is signing up for." Virat said and turned towards another man and punched him on the nose repeatedly. He screamed with pain but Virat didn't stop. He continued beating them till they begged for mercy.

Sai was horrified from the scene before her eyes. She closed her eyes unable to see it anymore. Virat came to her and pulled her with him towards those men. Jagtap tried to stop him but he didn't listen.

"Look at me. Look at me now. This is me, real me...cold, cruel...dangerous....now tell me can you love this Virat?"

Sai started crying now. "Stop it, stop this madness." She cried.

"Oh, the madness has just started." Virat said and held the hair of one man.

He turned him around and slashed his throat with his knife. Sai watched in shock as the man fell down on his knees and then died. In the same way Virat killed the other man. Sai ran to the side as she threw up looking at so much blood and gore. She fainted after sometime unable to bear it anymore.

"Have you gone mad or what? What was the need of doing all this in front of her?" Jagtap shouted on Virat.

"I know what I have done. There was no other way. She had to see it to understand why I want her to go away from me and live a normal life. A criminal like me who has thousands of enemies willing to kill me the moment they got opportunity....a ruthless person like me who wont even think twice before slashing the throats of those who come in my way....I am not made for love. She said very confidently that she can accept me as I am but now see her....cant even see me like this then accepting me is totally out of question." Virat explained.

"But you can trust your love and try to work it out. After so many years I have seen happiness in your eyes. Give this relationship a chance." Jagtap again tried to persuade him.

"That's the problem. I cant just give it a chance. Nobody has ever affected me like she did. Once I get involved in this relationship with all my heart in it....I don't think I'll ever be able to come out of it. And she thinks that she and her love may change me in future. I want to make it clear to her that's never going to happen. In future, I might not be able to take it if she ever tries to break up with me. So its important to reveal myself completely. She has till now seen only one side of me.....the lovesick Virat...her lover boy. It was the high time she should have seen the dark side....don Virat." Virat answered.

"But Virat..." Jagtap made another attempt to convince his friend about this relationship.

"Stop it Jagtap. I don't think there is need of any argument now. After seeing all this....I know she has understood and already made her mind about leaving me. I am taking her to Bhawani kaku's house. Please make arrangement to send her back to Pune once she wakes up." Virat picked unconscious Sai in his arms and left from there.

Virat placed Sai on the bed in Bhawani's house and sat beside her. He held her hand, "I love you so much. You are an angel...so pure and pristine while I am nothing short of a devil...marred by grime and dirt of the crime world. We are not made for each other. I am sorry." Virat said while lovingly caressing her hair.

Few drops of tears from his eyes fell on Sai's face. He quickly wiped his tears before anyone could see them and left the room.

After sometime, Sai came out of unconscious state. The first thing she remembered was Virat murdering one person mercilessly. She screamed, "NO".

Bhawani came inside the room hearing her scream. Sai looked at the surroundings. She panicked when she couldn't recognize where she was.

"Relax, this is my house. I am Bhawani devi. You must have heard about me from Virat." Bhawani said and offered a glass of water to Sai.

She took it gulped it down quickly. "Why I am here and...where is..Virat?" Sai asked.

"He has gone out of town. Will return after few days. Virat brought you here. He said you fainted when you witnessed....." Bhawani left the sentence incomplete as she didn't want to trigger the memory of that incident again in her mind. Virat has asked me to send you off to Pune as soon as possible." Bhawani informed her further.

Tears started falling from Sai's eyes hearing that Virat again wants to send back to Pune. She loved him. She want to live with him but what she saw today....he was right...would she dare to love this dark side of him also? She didn't know anything. She was confused more than ever now. She started having a headache now. She held her head in both of her hands. Bhawani saw this and touched her forehead.

"Oh, You have high fever. Take rest. I'll call a doctor." Bhawani said and went outside.

After sometime doctor came and checked her. He said Sai is going from emotional trauma because of which she caught fever. She needs rest for some days. Bhawani decided that she will keep Sai here till she recovers fully and then send her back. Bhawani took care of Sai like her own daughter. Sai was touched by this. She started opening up to her about her feelings. Soon they become friends. Sai started talking to her, she needed someone to throw some light on her predicament and hear out what all she is going through and she found that in Bhawani.

"Today, I saw you were threatening some people." Sai said after contemplating a lot as she didnt want to offend this good lady.

"So what?" Bhawani laughed at her words.

"I still find it difficult to digest that how can you be so compassionate towards me and so cold towards other...I mean you people....its strange to understand your behavior." Sai replied.

"Hmm...I can see you are talking about me but you are thinking about Virat...right?" Bhawani guessed.

Sai averted her eyes from Bhawani. "So, I am right." Bhawani chuckled.

She continued when she noticed Sai was waiting for her answer. "None of us has chosen this life consciously. This was the only option left to us. Same is with Virat. The hardships, the injustice he bear made him cold towards the outer world...a world which is full of dangers....where every other person is hiding himself ready to pounce on you the moment they find you weak. To survive in this world, he had wore this ruthless don exterior....he had no other option because the only rule of this world is to kill or be killed. Aur ek bar is underworld ki duniya mein aa jao toh phir yaha se bahar nahi nikla jata. Chahe power ka nasha keh lo ya phir kuch aur...ye wo daag hai jo daman se kabhi nahi chhut ta. Virat bhi ab yahi ka hokar reh gaya hai. Par mujhe tassalli is baat ki hai that he has his heart at right place, abhi bhi uska imaan zinda hai. Bhale hi uske daaman mein kitni hi daag ho but he has a pure soul." Bhawani answered.

"But ...." Sai tried to argue but Bhawani again interrupted her.

"Dekho ise is tarah samjho, will you ever be able to forgive your Kale kaka for forcing you to become a bar dancer and selling you off for a big amount?"

"No, but I wont murder him for that." Sai replied immediately.

"That's because Virat got you. Have you ever thought, that day instead of Virat if someone else has bought you, abused you and rap*d you brutally. Would you have still wanted your uncle alive?" Bhawani asked.

A shiver ran down Sai's spine thinking about that. If any such thing had happened to her than definitely she herself would have killed her uncle.

"Have you seen your uncle after you left that dance bar?" Bhawani asked.

Sai shook her head in no. Bhawani let out a small laugh. "Virat offered him 50 lakhs once and for all to forget about you but he refused. He said you are his niece, he has a right on you and he can earn much more money if you kept dancing in his bar and considering the popularity you have gained in a short time, he can sell you off to the highest bidder every night."

Sai gasped listening to that. Her blood boiled with anger.

"Now your uncle Rajesh Kale walks on a wheelchair." Bhawani informed and Sai couldn't deny that she felt nice after knowing his condition.

"Virat did that to him?" Sai asked.

"Yes, he wanted to kill him but just because he was related to you Virat spared his life." Bhawani answered.

"Now what will you call this act? A crime or serving justice to your greedy uncle? All difference lies in perspective." Bhawani added.

Sai was about to say something when a woman came inside the room. "Bhawani vahini, sorry to disturb you but I came here to inquire about my children's admission. Virat bhau phone nahi utha rahe. Aapko kuch pata hai kya?"

"Don't worry, he told me yesterday that admission is confirmed." Bhawani replied.

The woman smiled and turned to go when Bhawani called her, "Lakshmi, zara suno. I wanted to ask a question from you. Those two goons who killed your husband Shyam...you know about them?"

"Yes I came to know that Virat bhau killed them in cold blood. I am extremely happy. Finally the justice is served. I am thankful to Virat bhau for it." Lakshmi replied as she wiped her tears. Bhawani asked her to leave.

Bhawani looked at Sai, she knew Sai had heard all this. She wanted her to listen all this and then make a decision.

"I know Virat is not any messiah and what he does comes under the category of crime by the definition of law. I am also not justifying his deeds. I just want you to know that even though he is a criminal, he is not a monster. He has a heart too....which belongs to you now." Bhawani said again.

Now Sai struggled to find out what is more strong, her dislike for Virat's dark side or her love for him. She tried so much but she was not getting any clear answer. Since she was alright now Bhawani made arrangement for her travel to Pune.

Next day, she sat in the car with heavy heart. She wished she could see Virat at least for once before leaving but Bhawani has informed that Virat hasn't returned. She knew this was her last chance, she wont be able to see him again....ever. She was crying continuously during the journey. As the car driver was taking her away from here, her heartbeats were becoming irregular thinking about the life where there will be no Virat in it. All their emotions, his selfless love, her own desperation, the magical moments of their closeness...all started clouding her mind.

The car was about to cross the city boundaries Sai asked him to take a u turn and take her to Virat's chawl. Sai thought that if not Virat then she will at least see that place last time where their love started. She wanted to relive those memories once again before leaving it all behind.

As Sai entered the chawl, she remembered all the moments they spent there. She went to his house and found that the door was open. She pushed the door and went inside only to find Virat sitting on the same rocking chair where she was sitting and waiting for him few days ago.

Virat looked at her. "Kaku informed me that you left." Virat said.

Sai also looked at him and kept looking at him for few minutes as finally the answer she was struggling to find out, was right in front of her. The answer to her irregular heartbeats, her dilemma, her every problem was right in front of her and her heart, her subconscious has guided her to him.

"How I could have left, when my heart resides here." Sai said and ran to him. She threw herself in his arms and started crying.

Virat still didn't have courage to hug her back. But she was crystal clear what she wanted. "I choose you, Virat Chavan. I will always choose you over and above everything." She declared her love once again.

"Go...go from here before I become weak and stop you." Virat pleaded nervously.

"I am not going anywhere. I cant live without you. I love you...all of you...I don't care who you are...I just know that I am incomplete without you." Sai answered.

"Life with me will never be normal. It may be full of pain and sufferings and uncertainty." Virat reminded.

"If I will get to live with you then I am ready to accept it all. If this is the only way I'll get your love then I don't want a normal life." Sai confessed.

Virat finally gave in to her confession but not before warning her. "Think again, once you come into my life, I'll never let you go away from me.....not even if you want to."

"I wont go away even if you try it. Now you should be worrying about that as you are now stuck with me for lifetime." Sai replied as she cupped his face and kissed him.

She had kissed her lover boy but she got response from the other personality, the don Virat. She could tell the difference because he had never kissed her like that. He was always soft and gentle with her but today, there was a hint of authority in his kiss, like she truly belonged to him now.

Virat had never let his dark side take over whenever he was with her but for the first time she knew she was with complete Virat. Both sides fused in together as she has accepted him like that. He no longer has to behave differently with her. He no longer had to hide anything from her and Sai decided to embrace whole of him in her arms as her mind was free of any confusion now. She had completely surrendered to her fate and she knew now, that with this kiss, her fate was sealed with him forever.

Flashback ends

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to be continued....