Then Gwen rolled her eyes and ruined it for me.
                              
"Because we need girl talk" Gwen said firmly. Aw man, girl talk with Kate was more than enough. I mean I wasn't even completely recovered from my last talk with her.
                              
The conversation had lingered in my head and it would pop up at the most random times.
                              
Like a zit.
                              
Yes, girl talks were like zits.
                              
"Alright, cut to the chase" I said, not feeling it.
                              
"Exactly! Cut to the Chase. Couldn't have said it any better." Gwen gave me a sly smile. Damn, she was good.
                              
Ugh. Not again. I- just. No.
                              
"Why?" I whined. It was bad enough that I had been thinking about him a lot.
                              
"Because something's happening between you two and I want in." Gwen said. She shoved her plate aside and entwined her fingers, meaning business.
                              
"You want in? As in, you want a threesome?" I mean, I'd prefer one with two men but Gwen was hot so maybe I could make it work.
                              
Kidding.
                              
"So there is something going on then?" Great. I couldn't distract her with sexual innuendos. She really was serious about this.
                              
Alright, let's get this over with.
                              
"There's not." I told her seriously.
                              
"But..." Gwen raised her eyebrow. Yes, there was a but. She could see that but coming from miles away.
                              
"But there could be? Maybe? Look I don't know. Kate asked me last Sunday if I had feelings for Chase and I might just have teeny tiny feelings for him. But. Like I said, I don't know if there even is something going on." I took a deep breath. The words came out fast and I wasn't going to repeat them so I'd hoped for Gwen's sake she had been paying attention.
                              
And she had.
                              
"Okay, so you're at the stage where there's a lot of doubt. Maybe this date will clear things up?" Gwen suggested. She had her shrinkface on. You don't mess with her shrinkface.
                              
"It's not a date! I'm just gonna go with him and have fun and not think too much. I can always analyze the shit out of it 'til I get depressed when I get home." I sighed. Why do girls always want to talk about feelings?
                              
I'd like to figure them out by myself.
                              
In silence.
                              
With food.
                              
"Right... That seems like a great idea to me. Just having fun and not overthinking things. Yeah. You should do that." She smiled contently as if it was her idea to begin with.
                              
"Like I said" I smirked at her.
                              
"You're no fun! We can't have these kinds of girl talks when you already have everything figured out Jill. Spoilsport" Gwen took another bite out of her pancake and then scrunched her nose. Yeah, I didn't like cold pancakes either. Smart move, Gwen.
                              
I snorted.
                              
"I can help you find an outfit! We still have half an hour left" Gwen suddenly jumped up. I groaned.
                              
Being a girl is exhausting.
                              
"What's wrong with wearing this?" I pointed at my outfit. Gwen was already looking for a new outfit for me to wear.
                              
She looked me over. I was wearing dark blue skinny jeans and a Sex Pistols shirt.
                              
"Nothing wrong it's just... I want to find you something still casual, but less casual than what you're wearing." Gwen said.