When Sai nodded her head, he continued explaining. "So I have arranged for your admission in this college in Pune. You will study there and stay in the hostel. Once you will complete this course, I am sure you will be able to find a decent job and become independent. You will never have to come back to those grime alleys of your old life. You will live a happy, normal life. After sometime, I am sure you will find someone else ...someone who doesn't belong to this crime world...who will take care of you...keep you happy. Give you a normal, peaceful life that you deserve." Virat completed. The thought of her living with someone else was killing him but he knew it was best for her.
Sai for once was flabbergasted by his selfless love. "Mujhse itna pyar karte ho toh kyu chhodkar ja rahe ho mujhe?" She cried.
"Sai, tumhe itna samjhaya na. Mera sath tumhare liye theek nahi hai." Virat repeated again.
"Sai! Jaan se ab Sai ho gayi main tumhare liye? Itna paraya kar diya mujhe ek pal mein? Iska matlab tum sach mein decision le chuke ho. Par meri bhi sun lo, sabkuch akele tum decide nahi kar sakte, samjhe." She shouted at him.
Virat looked down in guilt. He didn't realize she will be hurt if he called her by her name now but he couldn't say anything. She was right, he kinda decided on his own about everything but what he could do? He just wanted her to live a good life and he knew it was not possible with him.
He tried to explain again. "Jaan, suno...." but she didn't let him complete.
"Tum suno, Virat. Ab is sab ke liye bahut der ho chuki hai. I am deeply in love with you and now I cant foresee my life without you." Sai said in a desperate attempt to convince him.
Virat tunred around, averting his eyes from her. Sai continued her arguments.
"Whats the guarantee that anyone I chose will live for 100 years? There is no guarantee of life for anyone be it a gangster or a common man. Then why are you doing this? You know we cant live without each other." Sai pleaded.
"Try to understand, jaan, not only this issue but there will be other issues between us as well sooner or later." Virat replied.
"Like what?" Sai questioned him.
Virat reminded her. "That day before I left after Jagtap's call, I could read it in your eyes that you want me to come out of this crime world and lead a normal life which is not possible for me. I have come too far here and now there is no turning back."
Sai defended her stance. "Haan kaha tha maine wo sab. Aur shayad main hamesha yahi chahungi ki tum bhi ek normal life jiyo mere sath lekin agar tumhare liye possible nahi hai toh mujhe manjoor hai tumhari ye life. I'll understand. I promise, I'll compromise on this issue."
Virat ran his hand on his forehead in frustration. "What did you say? You will adjust, compromise....jaan samjho please. Ye sab kehna bahut aasan hai lekin ise jeena bahut mushkil. You know ye thoda sa waqt jo humne sath bitaya hai usme maine kabhi apne kaam ki parchhai hamare relationship par nahi padne di. Tumhe aajtak Bhawani kaku ki waadi tak mein nahi leke gaya main. Tumhe is sab se durr rakha, ek alag duniya banayi tumhare liye, us sab se durr. Tumhare sath hota tha toh main koi don Virat Chavan nahi balki sirf tumhara Virat bankar rehta tha. Lekin aakhir ye kab tak chal payega. Is tarah ki dohri zindagi main kab tak jee paunga?"

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FanfictionVirat Chavan is a wanted criminal, a don who seeks revenge from his enemies and wants to re establish his empire as uncrowned king of underworld with his loyal friend Jagtap. Sai is his girlfriend about whom he is obsessed. What happens when an ambi...
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