Forget 💔 and Love ❤️

It’s strange how many ways there are to miss someone. You miss the things they did and who they were, but you also miss who you were to them. The way everything you said and did was beautiful or entertaining or important. How much you mattered.

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If someone had said to him that one day there would be someone coming into his life who would leave their everything only for him, he would have laughed at their face and would advice them to stop day dreaming.

But today he actually experienced that.

That girl who came into his life without any warning has gone now leaving everything.

He read each and every word again and again to believe that it's actually true.

He can't believe that she had left.

He didn't know what to do seeing those papers.

Her lawyer just told him that he cannot resign and left taking the papers with him leaving him a copy.

His father looked broken and sad. He went away defeatedly saying that he had failed his friend as couldn't take care of his daughter.

Whereas Rishabh sat stunned in his place reading the papers.

Power of Attorney.

She has handed over everything to him.

She gave him the power of attorney of the company to him.

He is the boss now.

Actual boss.

He never expected this.

The most heart wrenching part is that she had not only trusted him with the company but also with Aman too.

He wasn't supposed to read that part of the papers but he read.

It was under her will.

That when she no longer is alive in this world, Aman will be his responsibility.

She made him the guardian of Aman as she believes him as their guardian angel.

Rishabh broke into tears reading that part.

Aman is her life.....her whole world.

And she has so much faith in Rishabh that she handed over Aman's responsibility to him.

He never knew that she trusted him that much.

But what he had done?

He avoided her.

He made her cry.

He didn't even gave her a chance to explain.

He made her feel like he hated her.

He hurted her.

And now she is not here.

She left.

He just sat there numbly.

She had known that he would be resigning and so she took such a decision.

It broke him even more thinking about the trust she has on him and in return he had given her only pain.

Currently he is looking at the note she had written for his father.

It was nothing much but yet it was so much.

She has just written that she is leaving for good and she is handing over everything to Rishbah.

Where did she go?

He had tried calling on her mobile but it was switched off and he even called Harish only to listen that she had left long back.

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It has been a few days since she left.

He didn't hear anything from her.

She left because she didn't want him to leave the company.

And he stayed.

He did what she wanted.

Currently he is getting ready for the office and stood in front of the mirror.

He just stared at himself.

He couldn't recognise himself anymore.

He was just a person with lack of emotions.

There was a permanent frown etched on his face now.

He has changed.

A lot.

He can't even smile if he wants to.

And surprisingly he felt familiar with himself.

He looked like someone he knows.

Then it him he was looking exactly like her.

The same empty eyes.

The same emotionless face.

The same frowned face.

The same pained look.

Everything same.

He became just like her.

He had always thought what made her like that.

But now he understood the reason.

A heartbreak and losing our loved ones makes a person like this.

And he has no problem with it.

He had to bear it.

The pain.

It was his punishment.

As he walked into the office, everyone went silent and looked scared.

Previously he used to greet them all with a smile and used to be cheerful but now he just nods at everyone with a frown on his face.

He daily stops at Aadhya's desk and stares at her place sadly before going into his cabin.

He works daily like there is no tomorrow keeping himself busy but howmuch ever he tries he can't help but miss her.

He miss her so much.

He miss Aman so much.

He miss his life with them.

He just works, works and works.

He stopped caring about himself.

He stopped caring about others.

He stopped going out to parties.

He stopped getting drunk.

He stopped drinking coffee.

He stopped engaging with people.

He even cancelled that stupid agreement with Neetha.

She cried and begged him a lot.

But he don't care anymore.

He stopped so many things but he couldn't stop himself from loving and missing her more.

And he doesn't want to stop it.

But the surprising thing is that he started to see those eyes again in his dreams.

It had stopped for a while when Aadhya came into his life but when she left, he started to see those eyes again.

He felt wierd about that.

And he got irritated with the rumours spreading about Aadhya in the office.

Why she left?

What happened?

Why she disappeared all of a sudden?

They all started to make their own stories about why she is not coming to the office.

He heard that they even thought that something is going on between him and Aadhya.

He felt anger but it was the truth.

There was something between them.

And he ruined it.

In all this, his work has become hectic since Aadhya left.

He need to hire a Secretary but his heart constricts at the thought of someone taking Aadhya's place.

But that's not her place in reality.

Aadhya is the boss herself.

But still he doesn't want anyone to sit on her desk.

Him and his manager are handling her work so far.

It was becoming difficult to manage work but yet he wasn't able to give that place to anyone else.

God! He miss her so much!

His love for her is only growing day by day.

He should have confessed his love and now she left thinking that he hates her.

He doesn't hate her.

He never hated her.

He can never hate her.

If he try hard also he won't be able to hate her.

He sighed and looked at the time to see it's already past 9:00 pm.

He packed his stuff and walked out of his cabin.

It was dark and silent.

There was no one.

He sat on her desk and all their memories played in his mind.

He chuckled at the memory where he tested her thinking if she was some robot.

He never for once thought that he would also become like her.

And he doesn't have any problem with that.

He deserve that.

What he is experiencing is 1000 times smaller than what Aadhya has experienced and has been experiencing.

He curses himself for his ignorance.

How much she has been hurting from the start and he didn't do anything to make her feel better.

Before he had not given much thought on it as he didn't know them but when he came to know that it was Aadhya's family who were dead, his heart ached.

He was useless.

He didn't do anything for her.

Little did he know that he was her Angel.

Little did he know that he was sole reason which kept her sane.

Little did he know how much she loves him and cares for him.

He despises himself for hurting her who is already broken beyond words.

Her whole family got killed in that accident.

God only knows how much pain Aadhya and Aman has endured.

And Aman is too little to suffer so much.

He got in his car and started driving towards his house.

But like daily he unknowingly stops his car near her house looking at it longingly reminiscing their memories.

She was there with him.

She was there for him.

She would have been with him.

But he lost her.

Because of his stupidity

He doesn't know what to do other than to wait for her.

He didn't know where she went.

He can find her hiring some detectives or with the help of his father but he didn't.

He knows she wouldn't want that.

And he doesn't want to do anything that might hurt her than already she is.

He had done enough damage.

He started driving towards his penthouse and hoped that she would come back soon.

After reaching his house, he went to freshen up. He changed his clothes and went to eat something.

He doesn't feel like eating anything.

But he had to eat.

He just made an omlet and started eating it. While eating he got reminded of the time when he had made her omlet when she was sick. She liked it very much but didn't comment on it and when he was going home she said that it was delicious.

He smiled at the memory.

He is worried about them.

How are they?

Where are they?

Are they safe?

Are they eating?

Are they sleeping?

Are they still crying?

He wanted to know about them so badly.

He is unable to sleep.

He is unable to eat.

He just want to see her.....see them.

With her thoughts in his mind, he slept unknowingly.

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For the next few days it continued like this.

And now it's been already more than a month since she left.

And he is still hasn't got used to her absence.

It's Sunday and it was the day he has a place to attend. He had been frequently visiting this place in the past few days and it had become an important part of his life now.

He has started visiting after she had left.

He was never comfortable to share his feelings with anyone not even his family but he let's out his feelings easily while talking to them.

Maybe because he knows that they don't judge him or they don't talk to him back.

He stopped at the flower shop and took garlands. He also took bunch of lillies seperately.

He halted at his destination and collected all the flowers carefully. He got down the car and walked inside slowly.

He gulped looking at the graves in front of him. He kneeled down and placed all the flowers on the graves.

He just started at them for sometime.

" Hi everyone." He started talking.

" I hope you all are in better place." He said smiling slightly.

" She is still not here." He said sadly.

" I am sorry for hurting your princess." He grimaced.

" I know I apologised to you all many times whenever I came but I can't stop blaming myself." He sighed looking down.

" This pain is killing me and I can only imagine the pain she is going through." He cried.

" I know you people are watching them." He said

" I hope they are safe and secured wherever they are." He said hopefully.

" Please stay with them and keep them safe all the time." He said and tears fell from his eyes.

" I miss them so much." He whispered.

" Please send them back to me, I promise I will never let them go and keep them happy forever." He said sincerely.

" I love her.....I love them so much and I promise that I will never hurt them again." He said honestly keeping his hand on his heart.

" Good bye. I will come back and meet you all again soon." He said getting up.

He walked out and he felt little light in  his heart after his talk.

He has become emotionally attached to this place now.

He doesn't know why but he likes coming here.

Maybe because he feels close to her.

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To be Continued...........

Sorry for the delay.

Hectic schedule is going on for me at my work place.

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