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CHAPTER FIFTEEN.
𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘵 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘴 2020♡

𝗯𝗲𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗻𝗲𝘄𝘀

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beersnews madison tonight at the brits with little mix and trent alexander-arnold
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username01 YOU'RE JOKING

username02 tell me how they're all gorgeous

username03 bro she's lirerally body goals

username04 i want a friendship like this

username05 COUPLE GOALS

username06 the performance was LIT

madisonbeer best night of my life 🖤
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↳trentarnold66 we really are the best crew around here

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littlemix ❤

instagram messages.
04:10am

trentarnold66
so... tonight was fun

madisonbeer
yeah! i loved it

trentarnold66
and the performance 🤩🤯🤧

madisonbeer
wish i could be with you
right now

i don't have the heart
to go back to la

trentarnold66
i don't want you to
leave either

when is your flight?

madisonbeer
in 8 hours

do you... maybe..
wanna talk about what
happened between us?

trentarnold66
do you regret it?

madisonbeer
NO NO NO

not at all

but we'll be in
different continents
and we don't even
know what we are

we were just friends that spoke like lovers and that was enough for two teenagers who were scared to love one another.

but after what happened
at my apartment...
it's different
it feels different

trentarnold66
i don't want to lose
you madison

but none of us can
just leave their lives
and move

so... maybe it's not
meant to be

madisonbeer
don't give up on me pls

trentarnold66
i don't want to

but i feel like we need to

madisonbeer
don't make me look stupid
for loving u

i broke my own heart at such a young age by loving someone more than i loved myself.
and yeah. i loved him but i kept pretending i didn't because i knew he didn't love me the same.

but not you too.

trentarnold66
mads....

madisonbeer
sick of being let down.

i wonder what you think when you see me.

tell me how much you miss me / been thinking of me

trentarnold66
more than anything in the world
and i KNOW it's gonna hurt like
a bitch

but i don't think it's okay how one-sided friendships & relationships work. i'm tired of always being the one willing to go the extra mile for people i care about even when i am not okay, but as soon as it's me that needs someone to talk to or vent to, then everyone disappers or don't care.

i know it's worth it to stay up
to talk and facetime you but
it's not gonna be easy and i'm
tired

i promised myself i would never fall in love but it was 4 a.m. and we were laughing way too hard and i felt happy for the first time in a long time

madisonbeer
have you ever been so close with someone but you are never in a relationship and when you stop talking if felt like a breakup

that's what is happenning
to me right now

people want to feel love but don't want to define their relationship & have trouble fully commiting or trusting or allowing themselves to fully love someone. even tho they want to.

trentarnold66
i want to too

but it's too late

madisonbeer
yeah, it is

can we still talk?

trentarnold66
of course.

i'm not letting you
walk out of my life

friends?

madisonbeer
friends.
Read at 04:34am

author's note
trent and madison edit by
the lovely lisbugrph on tumblr !!!