The Letter

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Recap from last chapter

"Hello" Jade said picking up the phone

"Hey short stack you ok" Aj said on the other side of the phone

"Yeah I'm fine just want my life to be normal again" Jade said as tears run down her face

"Stop crying it's ok everything is gonna go back to normal but i think it's best of you stay with your family for a little bit it would be good for you anyway" Aj said to Jade

Jade knew he was right and she knew she didn't wanna leave them so she decided to stay with her family

"Fine I'll stay but I don't want them to get hurt" Jade said as she wipes her tears

"Nothing is gonna happen before anything happens to you or your family that nigga will be dead" AJ said to Jade

"Ok I'll see you soon AJ" Jade said to Aj

"See you soon Short stack" AJ said hanging up the phone

Jade gets up from her bed and goes to the living room

"I'm staying here I'm no longer running" Jade said as Ethan starts to smile

Ethan goes up to his twin and hugs her tight

Jade hugs her brother back and everyone joins into a group hug

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Third persons pov

Jade was happy to be back with her family again

She was finally with the people who love and care about her nothing else mattered when she was with them

Nothing was gonna take her away from her family again

She's glad she was also able to add an addition to it

Jade looks around and smiles as she hears soft snores come from beside her

She looks to see Darrian with his hair all over his face sleeping peaceful

She quietly laughed and got up from her bed and headed to the bathroom

Jade did her morning routine and got dressed even though she was going no where

Jade's outfit

Jade comes out of the bathroom to see Darrian still sleeping so she let him sleep and goes to check everyone else

Everyone was sleeping even Kevin and Camrin who were sleeping on the couch

So Jade decided to make breakfast for her family

As she was cooking she felt arms wrap around her waist

Knowing who it was she smiles and continues cooking

"Morning sleepyhead" Jade said to Darrian

"Morning" Darrian said laying his head on Jade's shoulder

"Go lay back down I'll call you when breakfast is done" Jade said to Darrian as she continued to cook

"Fine" Darrian said going back to Jade's room

Jade shakes her head and laughs to herself

Jade finished with breakfast 20 mins later and went to wake up her family waking Camrin and Kevin up first

"Kay Cam wake up breakfast is done" Jade said shaking both of them awake

"I'm up I'm up" Kevin said waking up and stretching

"Sum smell good" Camrin said waking up as well

"I made breakfast" Jade said going down the hallway to her Justin's room first

"Jay" Jade said knocking on the door before opening it

"Jay wake up I made breakfast" Jade said shaking her older brother

"I'm awake" Justin said waking up

"Ok" Jade said walking out

She goes to David's room and sees him already getting up

"Oh great your up I made breakfast" Jade said walking out of David's room shutting the door

Jade goes to Ethan's room and sees him sleeping

"Twin wake up" Jade said shaking her twin awake

"Jade" Ethan said rubbing his eyes

"Yeah get up I made breakfast" Jade said to her brother

"Ok let me get my hug first" Ethan said with his arms out

Jade laughs and hugs her brother like they usually did every morning

Jade let's go of her brother and heads to her room to see Darrian sleeping in her spot

"Baby wake up I made breakfast" Jade said waking Darrian up

"I'm up and sum smell good" Darrian said getting up

Jade laughs at her boyfriend and shakes her head

" I made breakfast come eat" Jade said to her boyfriend

"I'm coming" Darrian said rubbing the sleep out of his eyes

Jade laughs as she looks at her boyfriend

"We'll hurry up before it gets cold" Jade said walking out of the room

Jade's mom had work early this morning so she is the only one who isn't home

"So has anybody heard anything about Big o lately or no" Jade said as she ate her breakfast

She was ready for this man to get out of her life she was tired of this and she was tired of being hunted

She just wanted to be surrounded by the people she loves and not be scared of coming home

"Not yet but we trying to figure it out" Kevin said looking at Jade

Jade nods her head with a solemn look on her face

She didn't know what to feel but she was happy she was around people who care about her

"Hey your gonna be ok nobody is gonna hurt you anymore" Camrin said looking at Jade

"How can i trust that he's still out there and I don't know when he's gonna try to come back" Jade said shaking her head

Jade was still paranoid especially after Big O shot David while trying to shoot Ethan, she didn't wanna lose another one of her family members because of her

She wanted her regular life back and the fact she had to hide from her family for so long made her even more upset

She could have stayed home and stayed with her family, but she decided to go out on the wrong night not knowing what would come

Jade finished her breakfast and decided to just lay in her room and listen to music

She scrolls through her phone as Always by Daniel Caeser

She sings lowly to herself as Darrian comes in and shuts the door behind him

He knew she wanted to be left alone, so he decided to just sit in there with her and stay quiet

She might not talk to him then but eventually she would talk to him

Worst in us by Brent Faiyaz starts to play as she sings to herself lowly again

"When you say your lonely your happy but i wanna be the one to make you happy" Jade sing to herself

Jade knew Darrian was in the room with her so she just laid on his chest and said nothing she didn't wanna say anything

She just wanted the comfort of her boyfriend, and he gladly gave it to her

Everyone knew Jade went through so much shit these past couple of months, so they could understand why she wanted her life back

That's when she was most happy, now it seems like she's just lost and trying to find herself again while also keeping her guard up

"You wanna talk about it mh or no" Darrian asked Jade

Jade said nothing as she continued to lay on Darrians chest

Darrian just decided to wait for her to talk to him he just continued to rub her back making her feel sleepy

Jade grabbed her blanket putting it over her and Darrian as she closed her eyes

Darrian knew she was getting sleepy so he turned the music down and continued to rub her back as soft snores came out of her mouth

Jade's Dream

It's like Jade was living that day all over again, she was rewatching what happened to her that night she saw someone die

I didn't wanna have to break it off, but you got my back up against the wall

Jade saw her face that had tears streaming down but as Big O and Big J put the gun to her face

I could take it back but it's all my fault, all I know is imma make it worst

Jade walked away turning the other way not wanting to relive that part of her life she started walking when the scenery started to change

She was at her house, she knew the next part of that was her talking to Dudey

Im burning down, but i burn it all
Never wanna have to take a loss

She knew that day Dudey was the only person she could confide in, she didn't wanna tell anybody else about anything that happened

So she told her best friend not realizing someone was watching

Jade started to look around and to see if anything was out of the ordinary when she saw something out the window

She saw Big J outside her window, that's how he found out...he was outside the window

The scenery starts to change again and it's her with Darrian before

She smiled softly at the scene playing before her

Only wanted you to take my soul, but you left it with me in the name of love

Around that time Darrian was going home, she looked at the date and she knew what was gonna happen next she knew what was coming

The scenery started to change again and she saw something she dreaded to see

She saw her fake body lying on the ground with her twin crying over it

Run away from home again
I'm carving these notes into bloody arms

Tears started running down her face as she saw her twin cry for her to come back

She didn't wanna leave him but she had to do it for his safety, for her safety, and for her family's safety

Alone with my soul impaled, run away from your loving arms

She sees David grab him as he continues to scream and cry

Why am i so afraid, i don't care i'm not coming home

Jade starts to have tears running down her face again

"Why am I crying if this is what i wanted all along" Jade said to herself

Dream over

Jade wakes up from her dream with tears running down her face, she knew Darrian was a deep sleeper so she was able to get up and head to the bathroom

She starts to cry softly as she grabs her razor

She starts to breathe heavy wondering if she should do this again

The last time she did it they put her on psych hold for 48 hours because the people at the hospital thought she was trying to kill herself

She was but that was beside the point they thought she was crazy, but she didn't feel any pain

She held the razor in her hand as she sat on the bathroom floor

She was so caught up in her own thoughts that she didn't hear Darrian get up from her bed

Darrian realized Jade wasn't in the bed but he saw the light on, he called her name but she didn't answer

Automatically he thought something was wrong so he went to the bathroom and opened the door

His suspicions were correct

"Jade what are you doing" Darrian asked softly

He didn't wanna startle her or end up making anything worse so he talked to her softly to try and calm her down

Jade said nothing and continued to look at the razor with tears coming out of her eyes

"Nope come on look at me talk to me what's wrong" Darrian asked Jade

Darrian was worried for his girlfriend he didn't want her to end up in the hospital again so he's trying to talk her out of cutting herself again

"They take advantage of the lonely ones" Jade said still looking at the razor

Darrian knew who she was referring too

"Washing my hands in this bloody water, I miss the way that i thought it was" Jade said to Darrian

Darrian slowly sits next to Jade trying not to startle her or get her riled up, he slowly reaches for her hand grabbing the razor throwing it on the sink counter

Jade starts to sob loudly as she lays her head on Darrian's chest

"It's ok he's not gonna hurt you anymore" Darrian said putting his hands in her curly hair

"I'm carving these notes into bloody arms alone with my soul impaled run away from your loving arms" Jade said trying to explain what's going on in her head

"Why am i so afraid when i didn't care i wasn't coming home" Jade said referring to the time she was dead to everyone

"Why am i crying if this is what i wanted all along" Jade said looking at Darrian

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