Forget 💔 and Love ❤️
By LoveARsindu
What's Love? Being with the one you love or staying away from them for their own good? Catching hold onto the... More
What's Love? Being with the one you love or staying away from them for their own good? Catching hold onto the... More
Aadhya.
He still remembers when he first met her.
She came inside his cabin with a stone look on her blank face which made him stunned at the first meeting itself.
Her emotionless face, her mute stance and her simplicity made him intrigued about her.
He thought she was a robot.
He chuckled dryly at that thought and bit his lip at those memories.
She wasn't like other girls.
She was different.
She didn't care of who is he is and what he is.
She neither didn't care of who she is and what she is.
She didn't either care for her appearance, her dress, make up, style, fashion and other stuff which girls nowadays do.
She is just plain.
She didn't even tried to impress him, she didn't flirt with him, she didn't tried to seduce him and she didn't even talked to him.
She didn't do anything which girls always had done with him infact still do it.
She is very hard working and talented girl. She is a quick learner and the most honest person he had ever met.
She was everything which other girls weren't.
Her emotionless face, cold eyes and stoic acts made him more interested in her.
There was something in her eyes. They were familiar in a way but yet strange at the same time.
He still couldn't understand the connection with her eyes though.
He gulped down the bitter liquid from the bottle down his throat.
His phone lit up with some notification and he froze seeing his wallpaper.
Tears welled up in his eyes looking at the picture in which Aman was smiling goofily at the camera while Aadhya looked surprised but there was a small smile on her face and Rishabh was looking at her lovingly with his arm around her shoulder.
He must have been lucky enough to get this photo with her like that.
He sighed sadly at their memories.
And then came her smile.
Wow!
He was a gone case when he saw her smile for the first time.
And he wanted to make her smile.
Always.
And he wanted to be the reason of her smile.
Her smile is the first thing that tugged his heart and after that he started to try to know her more.
She always stays guarded and her walls were high.....so that it took him weeks to just make her smile and it took him months to make her talk to him normally.
Knowing her more lead to developing feelings for her and within no time he was deeply and madly in love with her.
She was just amazing like that.
He kept sipping the alcohol.
The only thing she did which hurted him most was she didn't trusted him well enough to tell about herself and who she is actually.
And then there came his anger which made her go away from him.
He chuckled bitterly taking another sip of alcohol.
He had stopped drinking after she had left suddenly that day but again she will be leaving him tomorrow and he couldn't help but want to drown in the alcohol until he feels numbness in his heart and body because it's paining him so much.
She is leaving him even after he had confessed his feelings for her.
Tears fell from his eyes.
He laughed at himself with tears when he realised that he freaking proposed to her in a graveyard.
He laughed loudly again at that.
After his laughter dies down, more tears started to fall from his already bloodshot eyes.
But again he patted himself proudly for proposing her in front of her family.
He finished the bottle and got another bottle to drink.
He thought of drinking away all his sorrows tonight.
But he knows the pain and heartache is too much and it will come back again until he stops loving her.
Which he can't.
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Goodbye...
Aadhya stood in front of her family to bid them goodbye.
" Am I doing right mumma?" She asked looking at her mother's grave.
She gulped and looked at her father's grave.
" Wherever I am you will be always there guiding me na papa?" She asked blinking back her tears.
She doesn't want to cry.
" Bhai, bhabi.....I promise that I will protect Aman with my life and give him everything you had wanted to give him." She said and her voice is becoming hoarse.
She was tired.
She didn't catch any sleep and barely ate anything since 2 days.
After hearing Rishabh's confession and seeing him cry Aadhya hated herself even more.
And that made her rethink about her decision.
All the bags were packed and they were ready to leave. But when she saw Aman, he was sad and cried saying that he will miss his buddy.
And this made her even more restless.
She is doing all this for them.....for Aman and Rishabh but they both are hurt and unhappy.
Isn't she suppose to protect them from all the hurt?
Then why is she hurting them more?
Is she being insensible?
She doesn't understand anything anymore.
That's why she had come to the graveyard in order to say goodbye and also to clear her mind.
But she wasn't sure of her decision anymore which is making her restless and frustrated.
She calmly walked out of the graveyard and looked at her car which was parked few meters away from the gate. While walking towards the car, she couldn't help but think about Rishabh.
She is going to miss him so much.
His smirks, his teasings, his cockiness, his stupid jokes, his hold on her hand, his warm hugs and forehead kisses.
She felt something warm on her cheeks and touched to see that she was already crying thinking about going away from him.
Then how the hell she is supposed to live without him?
She stopped in her tracks and frowned. She looked back towards the gate and froze.
It was him.
Rishabh!
What was he doing here?
She saw him walking inside the graveyard holding flowers in his hands and she slowly took back her steps towards the gate.
Her hands were trembling and her heart is thumping loudly in her chest.
She stood little a far from him and watched him putting flowers on each tombstone.
Her breath hitched when she saw him placing lillies on her mother's grave and he had a grim look on his face.
" Hi everyone." She heard him say and walked a little more towards him to hear him clearly.
" It's me Rishabh again. I didn't get to meet you all on that day as I was too shocked of your daughter's revealings." He said and chuckled sadly.
" Sorry, I keep coming back to vent out my sob 온라인카지노게임 to you all.....I hope you don't mind because I d..don't have anyone else to share and you people are my favourite as you all listen to me everytime." He said smiling at the graves.
Aadhya felt her throat clogged and she looked at him in disbelief.
He has been coming to her family to meet and talk to them. She realised at that time that he was the one who offers flowers to them everytime which she sees them on the graves.
" I am sorry." She heard his whisper and looked at him who was looking down ashamed.
" I am Sorry everyone.....I...I....couldn't keep your daughter happy. She is going away. She is leaving me again. She is leaving us again." He said looking down and tears fell from his eyes.
" I know I keep saying sorry to you all everytime because I have hurted her back then but today I am saying sorry because I couldn't keep my promise to you all. I have asked to give her back to me from you and promised that I will keep her happy and I will never let go of her again. You gave her back but she is leaving today again and I can't stop her." Rishabh said holding his head in his hands frustrated and groaned loudly in pain at the end.
He looked so pained that she stopped a sob that escaped from mouth with her fist.
" Dad was blaming himself for her leaving but he doesn't know that she is leaving because of me. I didn't understand her reason of leaving because even if she leaves I will be destroyed and devastated. I tried explaining it to her but she is too stubborn to hear me out." He exhaled loudly and bit his lip to stop himself from crying.
" Atleast dad got to be on her side in her toughest times to help her but I..I didn't do anything for her till today and instead gave her more pain. Maybe I don't deserve her, maybe I deserve this pain.....maybe she is better off without me......" His voice cracked indicating that he was crying and Aadhya was crying too.
" But I...I can't live without her and I can't even imagine my life without her and Aman in it. I want to stop them from leaving but don't know how. I love her.....I love her so much that it hurts me to think of living without her in my life." He cried making her cry even more.
" You all must be thinking I am such a cry baby because everytime I come here, I end up crying." He said and laughed at himself with tears.
Aadhya was shocked to see him like this and he looked exactly the same as her when her family was dead.
Something snapped inside her looking at him so broken, so defeated and so destroyed.
She was responsible for this.
She clenched her fists to stop herself from going to him and hug him tightly.
He sat there calmly for sometime and stood up shaking his head sighing loudly.
" Enough of my pathetic life. I just came here to tell you all that even if she will be not here, her heart will always be here.....with you all in the same way you all are with her in her heart. Please be with them and give them your blessings." He said smiling at the graves.
Aadhya was looking at him in awe.
" And don't think that you all will get rid of me. I assure you that you all are stuck with me. I will keep coming back to vent out my sob stories." He said smirking at the graves.
Wow!
It was the only thing she felt at the moment.
" Bye everyone." He said and started walking out.
Aadhya stood behind a tree quickly and kept her eyes his retreating back.
She looked at him with adoration filled in her eyes.
What this person is made of?
She was stunned with the reveletions.
When she came here, she didn't expect any of this to happen.
Firstly, she was stunned that he made efforts to meet her family.
Secondly, her heart felt warmth that he has been coming here in her absence to meet her family.
Thirdly, she was surprised that he remembered that her mother favourite flowers are lillies.
Fourthly, her heart broke that he was asking for forgiveness from family for the mistake he hasn't done.
Fifthly, her heart did a back flip that he had promised her family that he would take care of her and Aman and never let them go.
Sixthly, she was in awe that he spoke to her family with such an ease like he knows them from ages.
She doesn't have the count of emotions she is feeling at the moment.
It was like she felt alive again.
It was like a bubble of hope and happiness arose in her heart.
It was like some weight has been lifted off her chest.
And at lastly, she can't help but feel funny that he literally smirked at the graves of her family.
She looked at her family smiling for the first in the past one year because whenever she comes here and look at them she had only cried.
A gush of wind passed through her making her smile wide and close her eyes.
When she opened her eyes, she saw a ray of hope.
She felt as if they are giving her their blessings.
She smiled at the vibes she was getting and at the new energy she got from her family.
She thanked them for being with her.
She took one last glance at her family and turned around to begin a new life.
She came outside and saw an empty road.
He was no where to be seen.
He left feeling shattered and defeated. She knows she is the cause of it but she couldn't help it.
She knows what she was doing and why she was doing.
It may look absurd to others but only she knows the consequences. She may look heartless but no one knows the heartache behind all her actions.
She composed herself and went back to her house.
She went home with a new determination and new hope of starting a new life.
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To be Continued.........
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