He had stopped drinking after she had left suddenly that day but again she will be leaving him tomorrow and he couldn't help but want to drown in the alcohol until he feels numbness in his heart and body because it's paining him so much.
                              
She is leaving him even after he had confessed his feelings for her.
                              
Tears fell from his eyes.
                              
He laughed at himself with tears when he realised that he freaking proposed to her in a graveyard.
                              
He laughed loudly again at that.
                              
After his laughter dies down, more tears started to fall from his already bloodshot eyes.
                              
But again he patted himself proudly for proposing her in front of her family.
                              
He finished the bottle and got another bottle to drink.
                              
He thought of drinking away all his sorrows tonight.
                              
But he knows the pain and heartache is too much and it will come back again until he stops loving her.
                              
Which he can't.
                              
*
                              
Goodbye...
                              
Aadhya stood in front of her family to bid them goodbye.
                              
" Am I doing right mumma?" She asked looking at her mother's grave.
                              
She gulped and looked at her father's grave.
                              
" Wherever I am you will be always there guiding me na papa?" She asked blinking back her tears.
                              
She doesn't want to cry.
                              
" Bhai, bhabi.....I promise that I will protect Aman with my life and give him everything you had wanted to give him." She said and her voice is becoming hoarse.
                              
She was tired.
                              
She didn't catch any sleep and barely ate anything since 2 days.
                              
After hearing Rishabh's confession and seeing him cry Aadhya hated herself even more.
                              
And that made her rethink about her decision.
                              
All the bags were packed and they were ready to leave. But when she saw Aman, he was sad and cried saying that he will miss his buddy.
                              
And this made her even more restless.
                              
She is doing all this for them.....for Aman and Rishabh but they both are hurt and unhappy.
                              
Isn't she suppose to protect them from all the hurt?
                              
Then why is she hurting them more?
                              
Is she being insensible?
                              
She doesn't understand anything anymore.
                              
That's why she had come to the graveyard in order to say goodbye and also to clear her mind.
                              
But she wasn't sure of her decision anymore which is making her restless and frustrated.
                              
She calmly walked out of the graveyard and looked at her car which was parked few meters away from the gate. While walking towards the car, she couldn't help but think about Rishabh.
                              
She is going to miss him so much.
                              
His smirks, his teasings, his cockiness, his stupid jokes, his hold on her hand, his warm hugs and forehead kisses.
                              
She felt something warm on her cheeks and touched to see that she was already crying thinking about going away from him.
                              
Then how the hell she is supposed to live without him?